My first night back the same big black guy was my first customer. As soon as he walked in the door I started to cry and shake. I didn't think it was possible to go through that again.
He came over and took my hand and told me to calm down.
He asked me why I was crying. I told him that he hurt me and I don't want to get hurt again. I told him that even if he used grease he was too big and I don't think I can take him without getting hurt really bad. He said hold on, sit down. My name is Thye (pronounced tie) he said that Mike uses him to start his girls off. To show them that they are only here to please him and whoever he wants them to. I said, why were you nice to me in the beginning then.
When you first came in I knew you were going to use me. I knew you were big and it was going to hurt, but you acted like you didn't want to hurt me.
You were the first person since I have been here that showed me a little compassion. Then you deliberately hurt me, why? Everyone is always running some game or another on me. They have taken everything from me. What game are you running? He said, Mike wanted me to play it that way. I don't usually hurt the girls, I would rather they wanted some hurt from me, if you know what I mean. Look he said, I paid this time and I paid for some pussy, but if you want you can just give me some head or even a hand job.
Then he kissed me again, hard. I put my hands on his cock and stroked it. When he was done kissing me and my neck, I went down on him and got him off in my mouth.
After I swallowed his cum, I told him that he should warn me next time if he was going to get off that much.
He smiled and said he would try and be back tomorrow. I had 3 more customers that night, they all fucked me and they all treated me like dirt. Mike would make me get him off and tell him in detail of what happened each night.
Thye came by every night I was taking customers and each time he wouldn't fuck me and always talked to me.
I know this sounds crazy, but I was starting to look forward to him coming to my room. Mike had to start giving me more nights off. I started to get to many customers and the nights had to be cut shorter. I couldn't give that much. I started to get cramps and one time I was bleeding at the end of the night.
Mike decided that I should take a whole week off (not weekends, but weekdays) I was thrilled with my sudden freedom.
I could go to the recreation room and watch tv, or play basketball in the yard. One night when I was off, I was in the recreation room and Thye sat next to me. He talked to me like a person and later that night I was fantasizing about him, his huge cock, the way he made me feel like I was sexy and I masturbated thinking about him.
I was instantly ashamed afterwards. The first time I had got off in 3 months and it was thinking about a guy. I started to try and justify my thoughts, what was I supposed to do, I have been used and abused in every way possible. It didn't help the guilt. I couldn't let myself think about what I was doing too hard, it would bring on dark thoughts.
It was bad enough what was happening to me, I couldn't deal with the dark thoughts also. I guess two months went by when Mike told me that someone wanted to buy me from him. He told me that it would be sometime before the guy could come up with the asking price, but he thought I should know. I asked him who it was and he told me it was Thye. He said that since I would be leaving him soon t he was going to open some doors that had been closed.
I asked him what he meant and he said that there has been some white guys wanting to pay for my services and he has been telling them no. He said it was for my own protection because white guys like to really degrade white girls that are owned by black guys. He said he knew a few that he didn't think would be too bad, and I need to make him some money before I go. I charge white guys double what I charge blacks. I didn't know what to think, I let it go. The next night Thye came to my room and I asked him if he was going to buy me from Mike.
He said he was trying to come up with the money and would get a portion of the asking price taken off if I could turn one of the white guys out when they come to see me.
He told me to just act really sexy and get him horny. Then all you need to do is get him to put your cock in his mouth. Once one of Mike's homeboys see this they will turn him out and you can come with me. I told him I would try and I also told him that I wanted him to fuck me tonight. He smiled and pulled his cock out.
I greased him and myself and slowly lowered myself onto him. It took a few tries but before long I was riding him and he was about to blow his load and I jumped off him and took him in my mouth. When I was done, I told him I couldn't let him cum inside me because I had more customers. The next guy was a white guy and I figured I would try what Thye wanted me to do on him.
He told me that he had paid for head and grabbed me by my hair and shoved me to my knees. He pushed my head on his cock he told me to just hold it there. I did what he said and he pissed. Not a lot, just a squirt.
He held my head and told me to swallow it. I did it, it was nasty I almost puked on his cock. He told me that it should taste the same as sucking black dick.
He held my head and did it again and again until he emptied his bladder. Then he fucked my mouth, hard, pushing his cock down my throat. Just when I thought I would puke he cummed, he pulled his dick out of my mouth and wiped his remaining cum over my face. He spit on me then left. My mouth was nasty, my face was nasty and he spit on my shirt. Those dark thoughts started to come back quick.
I had to clean up before the next guy came in and he was white also.
I didn't think I had it in me to try and act sexy to turn this guy out and good thing I didn't because he was a sadist. He pulled up my shirt and bit my nipples, he started out sucking them, but bit down hard until I screamed.
He pulled my panties down and shoved 3 fingers up my ass, when I thought he was going to split me in two he bit down on my other nipple. He shoved me down on the bed and pushed his cock inside me with no lube. He reached around and pinched my already bleeding nipples as hard as he could. I was screaming the whole time. The only thing that saved me was that I had let Thye fuck me and lube was still there from him fucking me. When he finally got off he pulled out and shot it on the floor.
He grabbed me by the hair and pulled me off the bed. Holding my hair he got on his knees and said I want to see you suck my cum off the floor.
He pushed my head on the floor and laughed as I licked up his cum. When he left I ran out the room. I went to Mike and told him what happened.
I told him that I couldn't do anymore white guys. I would go to protective custody first. The next two nights Thye didn't come to my room. He told me latter that it was to save money. I understood. On the third night a white guy came in the room.
I was scared and told him that I wouldn't let him hurt me. He said he would never hurt someone as beautiful as me. He fucked me but gently and all the time feeling my nipples and legs. He finished in my mouth and I told him thank you for being gentle. I told him I hoped he would come back again.
The next guy was a white guy. I didn't know what to expect but I was thinking that I had missed my chance with the last one. I should have tried to turn him out. When the white guy spoke, he told me that he promised Mike not to hurt me.
He said that humiliating me was not the same.
He made me get on my knees and look up at him, he pulled his cock out and started pissing in my face. He grabbed my hair and told me to open up my mouth, I did and he pissed in my mouth, too much too fast for me to swallow it all.
It was all over me and on the floor. He then started jacking off and when he finished he shot it in the puddle on the floor. Grabbing my hair he told me to clean it up. I spent the next 20 minutes cleaning his cum and piss off the floor with my mouth. Afterwards he told me that taking black cock is worse than what I just did. You are a piece of white trash and if we ever get you alone we will give you something you won't soon forget.
The problem is we will always know that you have sucked a black cock and let them fuck you. You will always be lower than shit. The next time I come I will shit on the floor and watch you lap it up. You will probably like that, wont you. It's the same color as a black cock, maybe not quite as black as your daddy's cock but close enough.
'I had to go and shower, I smelled like piss and I just needed to feel clean. When I got back to my room Mike was there. He asked me what had happened and I told him.
He laughed and said at least they didn't hurt you. Plus, what is a little piss after cleaning shit of my cock. He laughed again.
The next morning I checked into protective custody.